I need to stop getting jealous over the most stupid of things, I should be happy I'm best friends with people other people think are super awesome. But even though people tell me that I'M awesome all the time, when I see other people getting lots of compliments it makes me feel like I'm getting left out. I want to be best friends with everyone, I want to be FRIENDS with everyone, but I'm so horrible at it, I'm always so busy, I don't make enough time for my friends. I'm nervous when it comes to talking to people unless I've gotten to know them well through someone else and I always get too lazy to reply to text messages, just leaving my frien